Author Archives: openlover

Apologies

Contrary to most people who get to relax in the summer, I seem to never have one spare moment, thus I haven’t been keeping up with my blog. I’ve just spent 30 minutes sitting here typing and erasing and typing … Continue reading

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Lifestyle Dating

To Lawrence and I, it only made sense to proposition the rest of our friends first before going out and trying to find someone new. Who better to date (or in our case, sleep with) than one of your best friends? It’s just more convenient that way. Continue reading

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Schwing!

This was the first time I was ever in an honest to goodness open relationship, I was now a swinger, and from that point on, there was no turning back. Continue reading

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Broken Hearts and Broken Rebounds

If I have any regrets from the time I dated Lawrence, it was not leaving him for Mr. Muscles. I cried and cried and cried and told him I couldn’t. Mr. Muscles moved away, and in February, Lawrence and I were engaged. Continue reading

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Forgotten information… and sexcapades!

I never had the urge ever again to cheat on him or think about anyone else. I was ready to settle down and be his wife, his only love, forever, and be one hundred percent happy about it.

Of course, life never goes to plan. Continue reading

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I am now a statistic.

Do I regret it? … I regret that little did ANYONE know he only had a 3 inch dick… I also regret that the condom came off (thank you birth control pills!), and I was also going to regret is Mr. Muscles ever found out. What I didn’t regret was being a “free woman”. And I sure as hell didn’t regret spoiling Italian Stallion’s reputation as a minimal, lousy lover. I felt like Carrie Bradshaw, from Sex in the City. How exciting and devlishly cruel and delicious. I wanted more.

My boyfriend got back to me a few days later and said we could go on a 2 day “break”… anything goes. Continue reading

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Let’s give “Normal” a try again.

What about my knight in shining armor? My true love who I was destined to be with forever, who I begged not to leave me… who I would cry over every day at the thought of not being with him?

Well, we did what every other “normal” couple would do in this situation; we went on a “break”.

Of course, that was after I had already slept with someone else. Continue reading

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Hollywood Screws Up Relationships

Nothing ended up happening with the Brit. I didn’t cheat on my boyfriend, I never saw the Brit again, my bf and I were together a little while and of course, broke up, but now I was lost and confused. If you’re dating someone, you shouldn’t WANT to cheat on them, right? Now I know I was just lusting over the Brit, but when you’re 16, your hormones kick in and you can’t tell the difference between love and lust. I truly felt torn… how can you love two people at once? Continue reading

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“Proper” Dating,

These were basically the only standard and normal relationships I had. They were with straight, heterosexual men, and I was a straight, heterosexual woman. There was no one else involved, nothing sexual ever happened, no one cheated on anyone or left anyone for another person, we were all very devoted to each other and were the best boyfriends and girlfriends we could be and of course, never imaged being with anyone else for the rest of our lives. It was all very vanilla and we were none the wiser. Continue reading

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The Beginning

I was very confused, being in a (non) relationship, to suddenely being ignored and shunned, and worse, thrown into a world full of boys. Boys who were dating girls, who acted, smelled, looked and did everything completely different than the only thing I had ever known.

WTF.

This was only the beginning for me. Continue reading

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